Stairway to Heaven

I see that every person that I know has a shadow- a dark cloud , a fear that follows even the best of us. Like the song "stairway to heaven" - I feel each person is trying to buy their stairway to heaven. The most common of all is "its work and not personal" " perception is..." "its a feedback..."  'if I were you..."

Fear sometimes is good, fear of losing someone/something, fear of god, fear of being in a situation, its good. Its good as its preparing you for that situation somehow.

I am not a part of the game that people are wanting me to play. I remember writing and pushing myself to play hard no matter what - now it doesn't matter. I am sure for some its calling it  quits being a loser,etc . I wouldn't play a game that I can't tell. My Dad is a firm believer of truth and that's how I got my name. I always believed that the truth never hides at some stage sooner or later it comes back. So I am wondering for all those people who play dirty what do they tell their little ones and their admirers. How do they sleep at night?  Are we all not at that age where we all know that the truth never hides ?

So much for thinking what the others do :) I believe that you can't buy your stairway to heaven with a few good deeds. I believe in Heaven. I also believe in Hell. I haven't seen either of the two but I am sure the belief keeps me in line.