I am constantly been told to manage perceptions. Well, I have changed overtime and don’t care about who thinks what. People are ambitious and lazy enough to buy another person’s perception – Deadly combo for not growing at all.
It might sound cruel, against all odds and against commonsense -everyone is for themselves. Yes, of course, you have your partner as close to you as your soul but what about people at work, friends, family, etc. Every one is in it for the kill.
Sometimes you don’t even know anything has changed, you think you are still you and your life is still your life. But you wake up one day and look around and you don’t recognise anything, not anything at all.
I keep telling myself there is no problem- If there is no problem then why can’t I just say it? I wait to heal, I wait, I wait and wait .. it’s the healing process..
We are all the same…
It hasn’t been easy around here and I feel like I am climbing a mountain with a burden on my back. I fail to take a few steps ahead, infact I have moved backwards, the burden seems be getting heavier with every effort I make. I feel like something is dying inside me.. I think its hope, its my zeal…
Its over its all over…
I remember talking about the burden we carry in our lives and this someone laughs saying "be careful u don't get a back ache"...good humor..ahaa :) but we all are carrying this unknown and unnoticed weight, slowing the pace...dampening life...!!
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